ATLANTA -- In his first extended interview since committing to sign with the Atlanta Hawks, Dwight Howard described joining his hometown team as a new beginning after his final days with the Houston Rockets admittedly left him with a chip on my shoulder.Speaking to ESPNs SportsCenter on Tuesday moments after officially inking his three-year, $70.5 million deal with the Hawks, Howard said the faith Atlanta has shown in him has restored his belief that Im still the player who was selected to eight All-Star Games ?and won three successive NBA Defensive Player of the Year Awards.Grant Hill was a big part of the process, Howard said of the Hawks minority owner and former fellow Orlando Magic star in an interview that first aired Tuesday night.For somebody like [Hill] to believe in me, [Hawks general manager] Wes Wilcox and Bud [Hawks coach Mike Budenholzer] -- for all of these guys to have that belief in me just gave me more confidence.After the season, I was a little bit down for a couple days, Howard admitted. He says the Hawks interest when free agency began July 1 helped him start feeling really good about myself again.Howards third and final season as a Rocket ended with a five-game exit at the hands of the?Golden State Warriors?in the first round of the playoffs amid?considerable focus on what has been widely described as a rocky coexistence with Houstons star guard, James Harden.Regarding his relationship with Harden, Howard said: Well, I just think that we both wanted to win, and we didnt ever have an opportunity to do it like we needed to together. But I wish him nothing but the best. I hope that he continues to play at a very high level. You will never hear me say anything bad about James Harden, because I know what it feels like, for one. And two: I want nothing but success for him. We may have didnt work in Houston, but I just hope that he succeeds. I can just say that with an honest heart: I just want to see him succeed.Howards departure in free agency came as little surprise, given that his offensive role with the Rockets steadily diminished as the season wore on, despite the fact Houston elected to keep Howard at the February trade deadline after initially shopping him. The Rockets then hired Mike DAntoni -- under whom Howard never clicked when both were with the Los Angeles Lakers -- as their new coach in June.?I thought it started out really good, and it just didnt end the way we all wanted to in Houston, Howard told SportsCenter of his Rockets tenure. But for me, that situation is over with. I learned a lot from being there, and it just really built a lot of character. I really had to endure a lot of things, a lot of heartaches, a lot of things that were being said about me publicly that I knew [werent] true. But I really had to learn how to endure those things, and it really just made me stronger.Howard was asked what troubled him most.The one thing that just really I hate to hear with a passion is that Im a cancer in the locker room and Im a guy that wants to separate and divide a team, he responded. Ive never been that way my whole life. Ive always been somebody who wants to bring people together, whether thats my teammates or thats the community, families, whatever it may be. Just to hear that word -- cancer -- it pisses me off, to be honest with you, because thats not who I am.Ive never been somebody who didnt care about my teammates, and Ive never been that way. And to hear cancer, to hear diva, things like that, thats not me.Howard, who declined his $23.2 million player option with Houston for next season to instead enter free agency, said he understands that only success with the Hawks will enable him to hush such talk after falling short of championship contention in his stints with the Rockets and Lakers.People are always going to talk, Howard said. I think the biggest thing that I have to do is not allow it to get into my heart.Theres always going to be negative things being said about us as basketball players, he added, but [I have to] just not allow it to consume me. I think for the longest [time], I allowed negativity to consume who I was, and I stopped being who I was. I stopped being this happy person, this person that loved to enjoy the game of basketball, have a passion for it. So just not allowing those negative things to hit my ears.?Howard acknowledged that playing in the city where he grew up in might have been more challenging earlier in his career, but he insists he can handle the pressures that go with a high-profile homecoming as a 12-year veteran who turns 31 in December.?Young, Howard said with a laugh when asked how he feels. Thirty is the new 20. Thats how I see it. My body feels great, and Im really looking forward to having a dominant season this year. New mentality, new attitude.I thought when I was younger, it would have been very difficult to play at home for myself, he added. But I think Im in a different stage in my life and my career to where none of that stuff matters. My focus is on one thing, and thats to contend for a title. ?Howard also was asked about the high bar that comes with succeeding longtime Hawks frontcourt mainstay Al Horford.I dont have any problems with whatever anybody said about me replacing Al, he said. I think Al did great for nine years here, and this is, I think, a new era. This is a new beginning for everybody. They have a new organization, new management, theyre taking steps to take this team to a different level, and they put a lot of trust and belief in me to help bring this team a championship.Budenholzer said the Hawks know Howard isnt a Horford clone and that they dont need him to be.Hes more of a traditional center, Budenholzer said Wednesday at Howards introductory news conference. Its been clear hes been one of the top defenders in our league for a long time. Offensively, hes somebody whos a presence inside, whos putting pressure on the rim whether it be in pick-and-rolls or post-ups. It will probably be something more like what San Antonio had for the majority of time I was there as an assistant coach.Howard, who has worn No. 12 for his entire pro career, unveiled a new No. 8 on Wednesday. Howard said the number featured biblical inspiration, as the No. 8 is seen as a symbol of new beginnings.One of the things biblically is the purging of the heart, and throughout the years there are things that have happened behind closed doors that it really hardened my heart towards different situations, Howard said Wednesday. I really have to purge my heart and come at basketball in a different manner. I was very upset with how things turned out and what people were saying. I hardened my heart towards everybody.?On Tuesday, Howard told ESPN that the Hawks offer a new beginning for me.I want to change from where I was at in my career and try to make the latter part of my career greater than the first part, he said. ??Im just happy. I really just want to leave all that stuff behind me, and I know people want to talk about it and why this and why that, but everybodys had a past. Everybody has had skeletons in their closet, and I have done my best to try and clean out my closet, so now I can start [anew].Start fresh and be the Dwight I have longed to be my whole life.Saad Yousuf of ESPN Radio in Dallas (103.3 FM) contributed to this report. Swell Bottle Canada .Y. -- Leading 3-0 with only 11:25 left, the Colorado Avalanche committed a seemingly meaningless penalty to give the New York Islanders a power play. Swell Bottle Sale Canada .Y. -- Buffalo Bills coach Doug Marrone has drawn on his Syracuse connections once again by hiring Rob Moore to take over as receivers coach. http://www.discountswellbottles.com/ . Listen to the game live on TSN Radio 1050 at 7pm et. The Raptors traded Rudy Gay, Quincy Acy and Aaron Gray to the Sacramento Kings on Monday, in exchange for Greivis Vasquez, John Salmons, Patrick Patterson and Chuck Hayes. Swell Water Bottle Marble . -- For the first time in two months, an opponent was standing up to Alabama. Swell Water Bottle Clearance . PETERSBURG, Fla. Katie Ledecky will anchor the 4x100m freestyle relay, which gives her the opportunity to leave the Olympics with as many as five medals.Ledecky took the anchor leg in the preliminaries Saturday and posted by far the fastest time among the four American swimmers. Her split was 52.64 seconds, good enough to rally the U.S. to second in the heat behind the favored Australians.Simone Manuel and Abbey Weitzeil will lead off for the Americans, followed by Dana Vollmer and Ledecky. Theyll be trying to give the U.S. its first gold meedal in the event since the 1996 Atlanta Games.ddddddddddddDefending Olympic champion Australia is a big favorite.?Emma McKeon and Brittany Elmsie will take the top two legs, followed by sisters Bronte and Cate Campbell.Ledecky is favored to win gold in her three individual events, and shell be the anchor on the 4x200 freestyle relay.Information from The Associated Press was used in this report.? ' ' '